I made a new LJ name thing. It's

_fighterpilot


I used the fancy _ so i could use the fighterpilot thing cause someone else had it. fancy

Uh..today I played basketball with the lake winona kids. Today outside it was me, Erick, Bobby, Dan, Mike, and Scott King. Scott always comes over. He's a good kid. Another freshmen exception. There are a lot of them actually, you just have to get to know them. I sit with cool freshmen at lunch. Anyway.

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What is your emo band name? by spiralinghalo
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Date:	2003-09-10 15:26
Subject:	Wow
Security:	Public
Mood:	amused
Music:	Midtown-Like A Movie

School didn't suck at all today. I actually ENJOYED school today. I am just dreading all the work that we will have to do over the weekend. And I got people coming over. GREAT. Chem was great today, cause I understood what was going on, and I got the answer BEFORE Manny did. That was nice. Then I went to Gym, and that was retarded. I hate soccer. Oh well. Then came History, and that was the worst because the jackhammers are so loud. I got a massive headache. In public speaking I made my speech, and I thought it was very good. So did the rest of the class, and Mr. Garder. That was good. Trig is stupid. I'm not even studying for the test tomorrow. It's just dumb. Then I had study and did my spanish homework, then I went to lunch. My lunch table is great. I love sitting with the freshmen, so offense Lauren and Jen. Then I have study again. Then there's english. I like the people in my english class, and i like Ms. Moore, but it's just so much work. Then in spanish today, Mrs. Ferro went home early. So we did absolutely nothing, and Joel told me about all the pot he smokes. I think that's funny. He never seemed like the pot smoking type to me. You never know I guess.

HAHAHA I HAVE NO HOMEWORK. WHAT IS THAT ALL ABOUT?


Yeah, I still have Joel's old dirty hat. I think I'll wear it to softball on Sunday and they'll think I'm even more of a dirtbag. Haha I love it.


Wow, am I actually relating my people shooting hat to that of the one in the catcher in the rye? The one time when I can relate with that god damn book.

It is obvious from the start that Holden uses the hat as a mark of individuality and independence. Here, we see how deeply his desire for independence is connected to his feeling of alienation, to the bitterness he has for the rest of the world. Of course, Holden will not really shoot people in this hat, but it remains a symbol of his scorn for convention. Holden nevertheless does "shoot people" in his own way: when he is in this cynical frame of mind, he expends all of his mental energy denigrating the people around him. He desires independence because he feels that the world is an inhospitable, ugly place that, he feels, deserves only contempt.

Date:	2003-09-09 17:34
Subject:	School
Security:	Public
Mood:	cranky
Music:	Streetlight Manifesto-Point/Counterpoint

School wasn't as bad today. I didn't really do anything. I understood what was going on in Chem. I didn't get my picture take cause they didn't have time. US History is so easy, its just a lot of work. I HATE PUBLIC SPEAKING. I HATE IT. NEVER TAKE THAT CLASS. EVER. IT'S WORTHLESS. I HAVE TO MAKE MY SPEECH TOMORROW. BAH. Trig is so simple. I love it. Then I have study, which is fun with Kayleigh. We bother Richie a lot. Then I have lunch, and yeah, I sit with Ryan Kalish, Tim Belmont, Sean Tasker, Jackie Hahn, and Kayleigh. I like it. Then I have study with Mrs. Fisher and me and Rukayat argue over math problems. Then I have english, and Ms. Moore thinks I'm crazy. Dan's glasses gave me a headache today, but it was worth it. Spanish is so stupid. Today Amanda Kapner got a dentention for chewing gum, and I was chewing gum and sitting right behind her and i didn't get in trouble. *Kyle Rapp* (god to mrs. ferro) was chewing gum, but oh no, can't give him detention. Oh well.

I didn't see Teresa and Manny at the end of the day. Oh well. They always seem to want to talk to me. Am I that cool that people have to follow me everywhere? For some reason, everyone's always talking to me. Like Stacey Fietelson. All I hear when she talks to me is blah blah blah blah blah marching band blah blah blah blah. Sometimes I think I just need to be left alone. Oh well.


Yeah, that's my saying. When something goes wrong, "Oh well", I don't want to deal with you and your problems.

My inner child is ten years old!

The adult world is pretty irrelevant to me. Whether
I'm off on my bicycle (or pony) exploring, lost
in a good book, or giggling with my best
friend, I live in a world apart, one full of
adventure and wonder and other stuff adults
don't understand.


How Old is Your Inner Child?
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Haha oh man

Date:	2003-09-08 15:36
Subject:	Bonfire
Security:	Public
Mood:	sore
Music:	Streetlight Manifesto-A Better Place, A Better Time

The bonfire was so worthless. I had to go cause I had to sell stuff for BRT Sports, plus my brother was there, so I figured I'd support him. The stupid thing started an hour late. I had to keep rushing back and forth. There were so many worthless freshmen there. It was horrible. Then, when I was hanging out with Manny throwing the football around on my break, he found Teresa and just stopped throwing the ball and ran off. I was like what the hell. Oh well. I feel bad for him. I think Teresa pays more attention to stalking Dan then she does to Manny. Oh well. You guys aren't that great of friends with them, you wouldn't really care. I had a really bad day yesterday and everyone kept asking me what was wrong and it was making me extremely mad. Just leave me alone. BAG (haha Jess knows).


There's going to be a fight today behind my house at 4:30. Oh god, what idiots. My neighbors make me feel so intelligent. I hate school with a passion. I can't even explain it.

Date:	2003-09-05 15:06
Subject:	well
Security:	Public
Mood:	tired
Music:	The Movielife-Walking On Glass

Today, school was not that bad. It's just boring. Too long. Oh well. Chem is horrible. I hate it. Chase and Greg make everyone looks like idiots. Oh well. I got a 92 on my quiz though. That's pretty sweet. I enjoy pissing off Kleinberg in the morning and making all the freshman in her class think I'm crazy. Gym is stupid. U.S. History is very, very easy. I hate Public Speaking, but what am I going to do. Trig is simple. Very simple. And Mrs. Fisher is cool this year. She likes me. Then I have a study, otherwise known as Nazi Camp. If we talk, we get in trouble. Then there's lunch. Me and Kayleigh left our table cause these annoying kids keep coming over. So we sit with Steve Belmont, Sean Tasker, Ryan Kalish, and some girl named Jackie that's in my 11th period study. English is stupid, and it's going to be a lot of work. But I sit in the front of the class like i OWN the place. I think just about everybody is in my english class. Lauren, Jess, Mr. Al, Britters, Jen. No Kate. Boo hoo. But I see Kate a lot in the halls. Spanish is a joke cause Mrs. Ferro wants Kyle Rapp and she just lets me do whatever I want.


My day really isn't that bad. It's just people are dumb. Manny's my best friend, and I don't even get a hello in the hallway when he's with Teresa. Oh well, he's just got a lot on his mind I guess. I love being third wheel, its loads of fun (sarcasm).

Dan's in just about all of my classes, that's cool. Jess is in lots of mine too. Mr. Al is in English and Spanish. Jen is in lots too. I see a lot of people in the halls.

The halls, what a waste. Some freshmen sluts stopped right in the middle of the hallway in front of me and Amanda Kapner, and Amanda pushed them out of the way and was like "that's not a very smart place to stop!" in that bitchy Amanda voice. I found that amusing. Freshmen are so dumb. Me and Lisa Koch were talking about how dumb freshmen are. She even said that we were not that bad last year.

End of the day conversation with Kristen Sudol--

Kristen-"I had to write on a sheet the Top 10 inventions, and I put condoms and accidently handed it in"
Me-"What's the big deal, it's the truth"
Kristen-"Yeah, condoms are right up there with fire and electricity"


Hahahaha that's amazing.

School sucked ass. I can't even begin to say how horrible it was. I don't even want to go into detail. I just want you all to know that I hate school. And everything is HORRIBLE.

Take the What High School
Stereotype Are You? quiz.


I always get the 'jock' stereotype.

Date:	2003-09-01 16:58
Subject:	Uh
Security:	Public
Mood:	crappy
Music:	Midtown-Like A Movie

Somebody has gotta help me with this epic poem SHIT. I hate it. I'll get it eventually. But for now, I need some help. I read Old Man and the Sea. Its so hard. "Homer" had 20 years to write his epic poem. We have 2 months. Not fair. Not fair at all. And I'm going to let Ms. Moore hear it too. Bull shit.

I hate stupid people. I hate them. Ignorant people. Yeah that's more like it.

This weekend was lots of fun. My cousins Mark and Katie came up from Mays Landing, NJ. It's near Atlantic City. Tee came over on Saturday. Mark and Katie got here around 7:30. We hung out downstairs and watched Ice Age and Tee went home at like 11ish. On Sunday we just sat around all day. I filmed a video of my brother and Mark wiping out on their skateboards. Very amusing. Uhhhh. I made hot dogs. And uh...they went home today. I hate school.

Date:	2003-08-28 23:20
Subject:	Wow
Security:	Public
Mood:	pissed off
Music:	Brand New-The Quiet Things That No One Ever Knows

People fucking suck. All the drama from my last summer has returned. I'm about to kill my best friend. Rip him apart. I can't believe him. It's so ridiculous. He's such an asshole. I hate him. God almighty.

You all know who I'm talking about. He's so fucking stupid. I'm not even allowed to tell you what he did. Maybe I'll tell Jess. Jess I've got a lot to tell you. A LOT.


jess the stalker: my ccd teacher used to lecture us about drugs
jess the stalker: so one day i asked her if she actually did any, because she kept lecturing us on them
jess the stalker: and she's like 'i was taken out into the woods, and these people gave me pot'
jess the stalker: 'and i smoked it, but didn't feel anything.. later it was revealed it was really oregano'
jess the stalker: 'i took it as a sign from the lord that drugs are bad!'

haha, jess you make my bad days so much better.

Date:	2003-08-27 09:18
Subject:	Stealing from Kate like always
Security:	Public
Mood:	hungry
Music:	Thrice-All That's Left

HAVE YOU EVER:
1) kissed your cousin = nope
2) ran away = nope
3) broken someone's heart = nope
5) cried when someone died = yep
6) broken a bone = nope
7) drank alcohol = excessively? like al? nope
8) lied = yes
9) cried in school = nope

WHICH IS BETTER:
10) coke or pepsi = pepsi
11) sprite or 7up = 7up
12) girls or guys =guys
13) flowers or candy = candy cause it doesn't die and i don't have to take care of it
14) scruff or clean shaven = who cares...i agree
15) quiet or loud = quiet
16) blondes or brunettes = brunettes
17) bitchy or slutty = neither?
18) tall or short = both
19) pants or shorts = shorts

WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX
20) what do you notice first = depends
21) last person you slow danced with = can't remember
22) worst thing to do = these questions are very vague

THE LAST TIME:
23) showered = I showered today
24) had sex = nope
25) had a great time with the opposite sex = yesterday

WHAT IS:
26) your good luck charm = i don't have one, i don't need luck
27) person you hate the most = stacey fietelson
28) the best thing that has happened to you today = Well considering its only 9...eating froot loops

FAVORITES:
29) colors = blue
30) movie = we were soldiers
31) book = gods and generals
32) subject in school = US History
33) juice = apple
34) cars = i dunno
35) ice cream = Kool Mint Cookie
36) holiday = My birthday
37) season = winter
38) breakfast food = chocolate chip pancakes and home fries
39) music to brood to = brood? what?

DO YOU EVER:
40) sit by the phone waiting for a phone call at night = not a chance
41) save internet conversations = sometimes
42) save emails = sometimes
43) wish you were someone else = nope
44) wish you were a member of the opposite sex = nope, who else would be varsity softball star
45) cried because of someone's mean words = nah, not really...maybe a couple times

BEST:
46) cologne = i dunno
47) friend = manny
48) kiss = I dunno
49) romantic memory = don't have one
50) most recent advice given to you = don't hate everybody

DO YOU
51) color your hair = No.
52) have tattoos = No.
53) have piercing = nope
54) have a girlfriend = nope
55) own a web cam = nope
56) own a thong = nope
57) ever get off the computer = yeah.
58) sprechen sie deutsche = yeah
59) habla espanol = si, si, yo hablo espanol
60) quack = duck

HAVE YOU/DO YOU/ARE YOU:
61) stolen anything = nope
62) smoke = nope
63) schizophrenic = nope
64) obsessive = nah
65) compulsive = nope
66) obsessive compulsive = nope
67) panic = sometimes
68) anxiety = with somethings
70) suicidal = nope
71) obsessed with hate = haha yeah
72) dream of mutliated bodies, blood, death, and gore = ew no
73) if you could be anywhere, where would you be? =the shore
74) can you do anything freakish with your body = nope, i'm boring
75) what facial feature do you find the most attractive = umm
76) would you vote for a woman candidate for president = yes, me of course
77) would you marry for money = nope
78) have you had braces = nope
79) do you pluck your eyebrows = nope
80) do you like hairy backs = hahah ewww no
81) could you live without a computer = yes, but it seems everyone else can't live when i leave
82) do you use ICQ, AOL Buddy list, etc...? = yes
83) if so, how many people are on your lists = lots
84) if you could live in any poast time period, which would it be? = 1865
85) do you drink enough water = yes
86) do you wear shoes in the house or take them off? = Take them off
87) what is your favorite fruit = blue berries
88) do you eat wheat bread or white = white
89) do you kiss on the first date = I dunno
90) Phototogenic = nah
91) do you dream in color or black and white = color
92) are you wearing fingernail polish = no
93) do you have any dimples = no
94) do you remember being born = no
95) why do you take survey's = I get bored
96) do you have kids = nope
97) what is the best accent = southern
98) who do you want to kiss = everyone
99) do you like sunrises or sunsets the most = sunrises
100) do you want to live to be 100? = yes...but older
101) is a flat stomach important to you = No, who cares
102) are you loyal = Yes
103) are you tolerant of other people's beliefs = no
104) when you watch movies at home, do you like the lights on or off? = off
105) do you have nightmares frequently = no.
106) do you like your nose =my hook nose, yes
107) do you think you can draw well = no
108) at what age did you find out Santa Claus wasn't real? =Like 3rd grade lol
109) how many pairs of shoes are in your closet =2 or 3
110) do you like to wear the same shoes everyday or do you like variety? = same sneakers
111) do you write poetry = hell no
112) do you snore = sometimes, during allergy time
113) do you sleep more on your back, front, or sides? = back
114) dog/cat? =cat
115) do you lick stamps = yes
116) do you use an electric can opener? = yes
117) have you ridden in a hot air balloon = no
118) which hurts the most, physical or emotional pain =physical
119) favorite TV show = spongebob
120) do you know anyone who is clinically depressed = Yes.
121) do you prefer a piano or violin =piano
122) are you a sex addict? = no
123) do you know someone who has cancer? = I did, until the died. Oh wait, my dad has cancer too.
124) do you like to argue = no, but if you argue with me i'll kick your ass
125) do you hunt = no
126) do you like fast food joints, or expensive restaurants = in the middle, like red lobster
127) would you rather visit a zoo or an art musuem = zoo
128) do you have a middle name? = yes, Theresa
129) are you basically a happy person = yes
130) are you tired? = yes
131) did you drink anything with caffeine in it today? = no
132) how many phones do you have in your house = 2, plus 3 cell phones
133) how long is your hair = long
134) do you get along with your parents? = yes
135) what color of eyes do you prefer = blue
136) first name = Megan
137) were you named after anyone? = nope...well my middle name is the same as my aunts for a reason...so yeah
138) do you wish on stars? = and the point of that would be?
139) when did you last cry = I can't remember
140) if you were making a movie about yourself, what would the title be? = The Coolest Movie Ever

EVERYTHING
141) do you like your handwriting = yes
142) who do you admire and why = I admire everyone playing a fall sport that has to go through hell week, cause they are crazy
143) what is the #1 priority in your life? = myself
144) what is your favorite lunchmeat? = roast beef
145) any bad habits = yeah, i bite my nails
146) what is your most embarrassing CD? = i think i had a spice girls cd when i was little.
147) if you were another person, would you be friends with yourself = no, because i'm mean to everone else
148) are you a daredevil = not really
149) have you ever told a secret you swore not to tell? yes
150) have you ever stolen anything = no
151) do looks matter = yes, i wont lie
152) have you ever misused a word and it sounded absolutely stupid = i spell insulted wrong all the time to come out insluted.
153) do you think there is a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow = no.
154) do fish have feelings = yeah, my fish are nuts
155) are you trendy? = It's not so bad bein trendy everyone that looks like me is my friend
156) how do you release anger? = softball or basketball
157) Where is your second? = my what?
158) do you trust others easily = yeah, too easily
159) what was your favorite toy as a child? = ninja turtles
160) what class in school do you think is totally useless? =world cultures
161) do you like sappy love songs? = no
162) have you ever been on radio or television = yes, i've been on the news like 500 times standing around in the background
163) do you have a journal = i guess this is it
164) do you use sarcasm a lot = hahahahaha yes
165) have you ever been in another country = no
166) what do you look for in a girl? = um, I'm straight?
167) what is/are your nicknames? = I don't really have one. A lot of people call me Sargent. Uh...most people just call me megan kelly.
168) would you bungee jump? = yes
169) do you untie your shoes when you take them off? = no
170) what are you worried about right now? = school work getting done
171) do you think you are strong = physically? yeah
172) what's your least favorite thing in the world = Haha stacey fietelson
173) how many wisdom teeth do you have? = i dunno
174) what would you change about yourself = nothing at all
175) i need = food
176) i find = food
177) i want = food
178) i have = not food
179) i wish = i had food
180) i love = food
181) i hate = stacey fietelson
182) i miss = old friends
183) i fear = spiders...and don't forget snakes
184) i feel = hungry
185) i hear = the video games
186) i smell = my basement
187) i wonder = when I'll get some food
188) i regret = not eating before i went to bed last night
189) you should = buy me some food

He doesn't look stoned, but it's a good picture none the less.

Anthony Nomar Garciaparra...otherwise known as God to us Boston Red Sox fans. Career batting average--.327

I think everyday I'll post a picture of someone that looks stoned. I've got plenty. Like the imfamous picture of Tom looking stoned. That's a keeper.

Schedule is a tad bit different.

1. Scientific Chem Honors-O'Neill
2/3. Gym (lab on thursday, drivers ed. 2nd marking period)
4. US History-Savage
5/6. Public Speaking-Gardner
7/8. Trig-Fisher
9. Study-Nikolis
10. Lunch
11. Study-Fisher
12/13. English 2H-Moore
14. Spanish 3-Ferro

Date:	2003-08-24 20:40
Subject:	Yeah
Security:	Public
Mood:	cold
Music:	The Anniversary-The D In Detroit

Somebody has gotta help me with this whole epic poem thing. I really have no idea what I'm doing. Absolutely no clue how to even start the thing. Help.

Date:	2003-08-22 16:12
Subject:	Uhhh
Security:	Public
Mood:	tired
Music:	The Starting Line-Drama Summer

I haven't left my house in like a week. Besides going outside to shoot some hoops. Erick came over the other day. That's about it. I've been working hard on English. The Catcher In The Rye test thing is coming out pretty good.

I hate people. Everything is so lame. I'm never going away for two weeks ever again, because everything gets messed up everytime I leave. People change. I have when people change. Or when I can't do anything about it. I wish I was like 12 again. God that was 3 years ago. That's so weird. I remember when I was little, thinking how long it would be til I was 16. If you think about it....it wasn't that long at all. It's kind of weird. Like soon I'll be in college before I know it. Oh well.

I miss our chat rooms. Those were well spent summer nights.